okay, so... i'm a little confused. cass ends her journal and her little sister jessica deletes the last few entries in hers? since when are we editing our thoughts, people? ever since cass had her little drama-rant about how people never say anything to each other's faces that apparently ended with "i hate kyle"?

who gives a shit?

samantha told me about it as if i should've been horrified at the sheer revelation that casandra hates me. ummm... hi. i've hated her since april and EVERYONE knew then and knows now.

OH MY GOD!! SHE HATES ME?!

my gosh. i thought it was unrequited hate! i thought she loved me right down to my fucking BONES... WHERE HAS ALL OF THIS COME FROM?!!? I'M SO CONFUSED!!

right.

thank you, cass, for finally sucking it up and admitting it. i remember when i didn't want to hate you. that lasted for all of a week. it came back every once in awhile, but the undeniable truth is that i could never make myself not hate you. i've dealt with it, and now maybe you can deal with the same about me.

we hate each other.

live with it.

so what is this situation that made her end hers and made jess delete entries? majid and jessica? hello. get a fucking grip, you guys. nobody cares.

nobody cared when i whined for months about how much i loved david and how he was going out with you, cass. nobody cares now. big deal. get over yourselves, because your dramatic little love/social lives are not a big deal. the internet is big, i wouldn't think you'd be amazed at the tiny percentage of internet users that actually read our journals.

NOBODY CARES.

of course, i don't give a rat's ass if you end your journal. the only reason i read it is because i'm obsessive-compulsive about online journals. i can't stop reading one i've already been reading for so long. but the truth is that it got fucking boring when david broke up with you, because david was the only thing you talked about that i gave the slightest flying fuck about.

i write in my journal because it feels good to be able to vent and to know that some people may be able to relate with me. i've never thought for a second that anyone actually gives a shit about what i write about. as if people run home to check if i've updated: "ooh! kylie's got two new entries since i last checked!" if i ended this thing, nobody would even notice. they might miss my semi-frequent layout changes...

but of course, you wouldn't have anything to worry about there.

get over yourself.

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