and that's all i have to say about that
June 3rd, 2002 - 12:35 a.m.
do you think that amy read my journal and that's what made her write her little "fuck you" email to david? if he gets mad at me i swear to god i'm gonna pop him one. it's about time he stopped being such a pansy ass and stopped leading her to believe he likes her when he doesn't. i'm glad amy has moved on, seriously, i'm glad for her. i got to the point awhile ago where i just didn't care about what sort of connections she thought she had with him. because i knew that he didn't like her. i knew he was weirded out by her. because he told me. and for awhile i didn't give him shit when she called him constantly and he got annoyed. i told him that if he didn't like her, he should just come out and say it. and i wasn't trying to get him to be a harsh bitch like i tend to be on occasion, he just needed to say "amy, please stop calling me so much." because i know that it's virtually impossible to tell someone you don't like them if they haven't done anything fucked up to trigger it. i know amy didn't do anything wrong to him directly, so why tell her that so harshly? i understand that. there's lots of people that weird me out or whatever that i don't like, and i never tell them. i have my shifty conversations with them, i laugh uncomfortably when i'm talking to them, and occasionally i try to avoid them... but i never tell them flat out "I DON'T LIKE YOU. GET THE HINT." but hey, this is my journal. and i was telling the occurances of friday night. and to throw this back in her face, if she doesn't like what she reads in my journal, she doesn't have to read it. because it's all true.