sorry i haven't written... these last few days of winter break have been far from eventful. i haven't been able to fall asleep before 5am for the past few days. so now i'm just sitting here, finishing my last cigarette until tomorrow and reminiscing with some good john mayer music.
"if melody is my destiny, then what's left of me i'll give to you."
at the new years party, max follmer said that when john mayer played at U of I he said to one of max's girlfriends "you're pretty. i have a big dick."
not to sound like an idiot groupie, but if john mayer said that to me i'd probably say something along the lines of "really? can i see?"
or maybe just "hee hee hee."
i had a slight rap session with ben a little while ago... i hadn't talked to that kid in awhile. it was nice. we seem to think along similar lines, and now he's off hopefully getting some from someone i met while in benicia. i really liked her too.
man, i'd like to go back to california.
my trip to cali never fails to remind me of my rendezvous with kevin mcinerney. man i'd like to relive that shit.
i'd at least like to make out with him again. that was so fucking fun. he doesn't leave for like two weeks... just give me a fucking opportunity.
i've got to be at work in ten and a half hours. and there's got to be some sleeping done in those hours. preferably in the majority of them.
work last night was so slow that i started twisting my hair into these little makeshift dreadlocks. pretty trendy and all, but they looked halfway decent. it's not something i'd do permenantly, i could never pull it off, but i liked it. and it lasted all night, because i just kept doing it, even when i went over to sarah and carl's. drank some rum and cokes, watched some pippi longstocking...
OH MAN. i hadn't seen that movie since i was like seven... and all of us were discussing that when we were little, we ALL thought they were speaking english. HOLY SHIT that was the most dubbed over swedish madness i've ever witnessed!
it was AWESOME.
i was also so bored at work last night that i created this entire schedule for myself for this next semester. honestly i think the only hard thing i have left for this entire year is this fucking AP lit paper that i still haven't done. man it's going to be so late.
but see, i don't particularly care, because i'm dropping the shit out of AP lit. i'll only be taking french 3, film (which i'm switching into), historical foundations, and creative writing.
EASIEST FINAL SEMESTER OF HIGH SCHOOL EVER!!
and i need to ask shaun if and when me and him can go piece shopping. because i need to replace lucielle. hmmm, maybe if i wait til my birthday (they card here in chi-town when one buys a piece, thus my need for shaun while purchasing) and i can add buying a piece to my long list of things to do on that delicious saturday when i turn eighteen.
1. get my eyebrow pierced
2. get my navel pierced
3. get a tattoo of the pisces symbol on my ankle
4. perhaps get another tattoo on my lower back
5. buy a legal carton of cigarettes
the last one is not so much for fun as it is now a necessity, considering that i don't know if i'll be able to buy from the UM anymore. jesse got busted for selling to a minor, which SUCKS FAT ASS. but they know me, so maybe maya and innocente will still sell to me. god i hope so. that'll just make my nicotine habit even more of a pain in the ass, and there's no way it'll compel me to quit.
i'm up to almost a pack a day now. i try to keep it to a pack every other day. ugh.
and i would've gotten my piercings a long time ago... i even tried to get my navel pierced once when i was 15 or 16, and i even BROUGHT MY MOM, and the people at the place i went to STILL said i had to be eighteen... even with my mom's consent! ugh it was irritating.
not going back there.
can i randomly suggest to everyone to download "why did you mess with forever?", "man on the side", "sucker", and "break away" by john mayer? they are all just immense quality.
i think i'm finally done talking.
0 kids told me how it was so far
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