so... nothing's really changed. spam wrote this letter, basically saying she was out. out of what? i dunno... out of the running? out of the competition? perhaps. how the hell should i know? this has just made it even more confusing. she's trying to give me the green light with andy and yet she's been very hot and cold today... acting very depressive and such... so i know that she must not be letting on as much as she's saying she is.
