i am feeling so shitty. internally, that is, considering that externally i am massively drunk and feeling fantastic. i am typing so slowly and backspacing typos and trying to discuss social psychology with david.

sam is getting mexican booty again and i am so jealous. not because i want the guy she got but simply because she is getting it and i am not. the last person i kissed was jake ginsburg and that was fleeting and the last boyfriend i had was daniel and that was a joke. and in that span of time she has kicked it with two really attractive mexican boys and i want to know what she's doing that i'm not. because all i saw was her acting like a giggly child and if that's how you get ass from hot mexicans than i am destined to be forever celibate.

i'm lonely.

is it because i'm hung up on david? i sure hope not. i don't think so, because i was strong enough to not call him back on saturday when he invited me out to lunch.

what the fuck is wrong with me then?!?

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